It sounds terrible,

but I actually cannot wait for things to end badly for the two of you.
Because i'll be there to pity you, not the other way round, you gloating fools.

My new vice.

I'm sat cuddled up in bed with a raging headache and a huge mug of tea with lots of milk and three teaspoons of honey.
It kicks sugar's arse any day!

If I have a child when I grow up and it's a girl I want her middle name to be Sugar.
It sounds mad, but being called Kitty myself I know what a novelty weird names can be sometimes. They're a conversation starter to say the least!

I can practically see it now, Stevie Sugar Calderbank.
Or maybe Gwendolyn Sugar Calderbank.
Or maybe even Beatrix Sugar Calderbank.

I think that looks adorable, personally.
And plus when they're older it'll be quite cool I reckon.
Maybe even a bit sexy?

Anyway, let's actually get to the point where I want to have kids, then we'll talk about it!
It probably wont happen for another twenty years, I might even be dead by then!
I know I won't live long, to be honest I don't really care.

Last night one of my old friendships was rekindled, I'm quite happy but I need to be wary. When we get along we're like a house of fire, but when we don't, all hell breaks loose. I'm going to be on my best behaviour, promise.

NAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
Whatever happens, happens. Life's all about the ride, right?
I've changed anyway, I'm not nearly as selfish as I used to be, I'm more comfortable in my own skin, i'm a lot deeper and more understanding than I used to be, yet I can still party like there's no tomorrow.
I have balance and for once I actually have my priorities right.
I reckon it'll work out this time, besides, we've been friends too long to throw it all away over some shitty argument that I can't even remember.

Feeeeeeling

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Sometimes

you act like such an idiot I just want to hit you in the head repeatedly and scream until my chest hurts.
Then I remember you're one of the best things in the world, bite my tongue and smile like always.