"Once".

Truly a beautiful film.
It's about a busker from Dublin who finds friendship and love as well as success with a woman from the Czech Republic who is also a talented musician.
It's also sort of a biography, as, even though some details aren't the same as in real life, both of the lead characters did actually fall in love in reality, you can see the chemistry building throughout the film.
Absolutely gorgeous!
Here is a clip of one of the songs they wrote together.

Insensitive,

yet hilarious!

Prick Griffin.

I hatehatehatehatehate him.
The only reason I would want him on telly would be for a public exectution.

Kitty, download immediately!

Nina Kinert
Neutral Milk Hotel
Tiger Trap
Bon Iver
The Decemberists
Noah and the Whale
Laura Marling
Nico
The Arcade Fire

I feel so festive and fab! I made a necklace yesterday and I found somne gold glitter in the art room and put a glittery "K" on my favourite jumper.
But it'll all wash off when I put it in the washing machine later...

Quick realisation.

Films realllly effect me.
I am too ill to go into further detail.
I watched a film that starts out positive and ends in tragedy and now feel like I want to kill myself.
I won't, of course.
That goes without saying.

I feel really un-inspired.
Yet I have to do art.
Practically against my will.
Fun.

Oh shut up, Kitty.
What a terrible life you must lead!

And, Kitty, remember...

to download:
Natalie Merchant,
more Laura Marling,
a little more Kate Nash,
some more Regina Spektor,
and some Lisa Mitchell

Gorgeous women!

And some She & Him.

Oh and

when I said "you are dead to me", I meant it.
From the bottom of my full, glowing heart.
I will never let you hurt or disgrace me again.

I may be small, but I am mighty.
Like Persil tabs.

Tigress.

I ran far today, away from here,
I cannot stand this beastly place.
Your cold grey eyes i've grown to fear.
Your perfume, pearls, your dresses with lace.

You prey on emotions, you tigress.
Scratch and growl, desire is your prey.
Your flame red hair, oh I digress!
Peace flees far from wherever we lay.

As I move pale sheets out of your face,
And stroke the opal of your cheek.
Cold and beautiful without one trace
Of the emotion I desperately seek.

The light and the colour of summer was ours,
But the winter, my love, I shall spend alone.
For although you are one of the prettiest flowers
Within your petals, a heart of stone.

So, with cigarette, wine and literature
I start to purge my thoughts of you
The past left nothing but pretty pictures
And the future holds a darkened hue.

I feel

heavily pregnant.
Minus the foetus.

Everything hurts, my head, my neck, the inside of my throat, my boobs, my back, my bum, my legs, my right foot, my elbows, everything!


But I must become well enough to go to Asda tomorrow!

Shaved

a small section of the right side of my hair nearest to my face the other day.
I have fallen in love with it, and so has everyone at college, everyone has been coming up to me to feel it, saying it feels like "baby hair".
Eeeeeee, I love college so much, everyone is actually amazing, i couldn't have chosen a better year group to come into, seriously, everyone is lovely!
And my classes are going well, my teachers don't make me feel like an idiot (thats a first!) and they are kind and smiley and supportive which is niiice!

Seriously loving life right now.
A few little glitches though.

One of my once best friends now isn't speaking to me, probably because he's too busy now with all his new college friends that he's returned to how he was before, "too good" to speak to me. It would have been fair enough, because of the distance between us and the fact that he is making new friends that we wouldn't speak as much as usual. I expected that, hoped for it even, I wanted him to fit in and have a good time at college. But it seems i'm only his friend when he wants me to be, which isn't fair as I genuinely care about him and still consider him as one of my dearest friends, and i'm trying to make an effort to speak to him but he just ignores it.
This makes me feel stupid, and it irritates me a LOT.

Also, I have the worst cold I have ever had in my entire life.
My throat is really tickly and I can't breathe in more than 5 times without coughing. And when I say coughing, I don't mean just ordinary "ahem" coughing.
I mean full-on wheezing, struggling for breath, phlegmy, disgusting, terrifyingly loud/long coughs that leave me struggling for breath with a headache and heartburn.
I also look like a sack of shit.

Observe.
22:15, 01/10/09