I have fallen in love with it, and so has everyone at college, everyone has been coming up to me to feel it, saying it feels like "baby hair".
Eeeeeee, I love college so much, everyone is actually amazing, i couldn't have chosen a better year group to come into, seriously, everyone is lovely!
And my classes are going well, my teachers don't make me feel like an idiot (thats a first!) and they are kind and smiley and supportive which is niiice!
Seriously loving life right now.
A few little glitches though.
One of my once best friends now isn't speaking to me, probably because he's too busy now with all his new college friends that he's returned to how he was before, "too good" to speak to me. It would have been fair enough, because of the distance between us and the fact that he is making new friends that we wouldn't speak as much as usual. I expected that, hoped for it even, I wanted him to fit in and have a good time at college. But it seems i'm only his friend when he wants me to be, which isn't fair as I genuinely care about him and still consider him as one of my dearest friends, and i'm trying to make an effort to speak to him but he just ignores it.
This makes me feel stupid, and it irritates me a LOT.
Also, I have the worst cold I have ever had in my entire life.
My throat is really tickly and I can't breathe in more than 5 times without coughing. And when I say coughing, I don't mean just ordinary "ahem" coughing.
I mean full-on wheezing, struggling for breath, phlegmy, disgusting, terrifyingly loud/long coughs that leave me struggling for breath with a headache and heartburn.
I also look like a sack of shit.
Observe.
22:15, 01/10/09
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