She was close,

Close enough to be your ghost,
But my chances turned to toast
When I asked her if
I could call her your name.

Just found

a gorgeous poem.

Love of mine,
Some day you will die
But I'll be close behind.
I'll follow you into the dark.

How sweeeet.


Merry Christmas everyone!

Hmmm.

I'm feeling bitter today.
Maybe it's Nicotine withdrawal?

A post of love

to my dear fammo that have finally left me so I can have some time to myself for a bit!
I am going to wash my hair in about 10 mins, and play Sia and Bjork really loud because there'es no one but me to hear it, lalalaaaa!

My hair is getting so long now, and all the short bits are growing out too, all I need to do is dye it again, but I think i'll leave that until just before new years.
I want my hair to be bright and beautiful for the party i'm going to.

My little sister wrote a note to put inside my tiny locket.
It has a picture of a cat on one side and some tiny writing on the other side saying, "I love Kitty from Amy". I am keeping that foreveerrrrrrr!



I need to write another bit of love for my friend Joe, who is the only one of my friends (I think) who actually reads this blog. He was a bit upset on his birthday because there's not a lot a freshly 17 year old can do in Birmingham without ID or money, but he went out last night and by the sounds of it he had a great time, so i'm pretty happy. The only reason i'm a little bit sad is because I couldn't be there myself...
But still, love you Joeee.

Life is so good i'm starting to appreciate things a lot more than usual.
Most of the time i'm practically in love with everything, now i'm so besotted I want to kiss everyone and everything!
(Which reminds me, it's been a while since I was last kissed, who knows, New Years may bring new romance as well. Or at least a one night thing, I don't particularly care hahaaaa!)

I miss a lot of people and i'm going to make it my pre-and-during-new-year's resolution to make a huge effort to meet up with those people again, mainly Emma McLoughlin who I miss ridiculous amounts.

I'm so full of love it's mad, and with Christmas being only days away I actually think i'm going to explode!

Something fun.

The task: fill in 12 likes, 1 love and 8 hates like Cassie (from series 1 & 2 of Skins) in her therapy video.




Easy peasy lemon squeezy.

I like people, I have always found them fascinating, I always strive to find out everything about people I know, and I do little things to test them, without even knowing. For example, I touch people to see how they react, usually people who don't like being touched don't get along with me so well. Also I ask really personal questions as bluntly as I can and judge their response. Sometimes I do it all without knowing it, but usually it's because i'm stupidly curious.

I like chocolate, maybe a little too much. I have the worst sweet tooth out of everyone I know.

I like deep conversations. Most days I can sit and talk for hours and hours. Most days I do.

I like how my toffee flavoured lipgloss is merging with some of my Chai tea that is still on my lips. It smells and tastes gorgeous!

I like every single holiday of the year. I like Christmas, I like Duvali, Halloween, Whitsun (because it's my birthday around then), Easter, everything, I love them alllll.

I like losing weight without trying, it makes me laugh because I eat so much crap hahahhaa.

I like having a crush, that exciting time when you know you want to be with someone and you're trying to figure out if they want to be with you too.

I like growing my hair and my nails.

I like red hair dye, a LOT. I love how whilst i'm in the process of doing my roots I always look like i've just brutally murdered someone, as the dye always goes blood red and I always get it everywhere!

I like art, everything to do with it, art galleries, artists, pencils, paper, paints, materials. I see everything as an art form.

I like open mindedness and people with good attitudes and manners.

I like sex and i'm not afraid to admit it. I am not a slut, I just enjoy feeling a connection with someone else, male or female.

I love everything and everyone who has ever touched my life.

I hate people who have tried to make me less of a person than I am today. Whether it was by lying, betrayal or other more serious things (I have one particular person in mind. Don't be vain and think i'm talking about you, I'm definitely not.)

I hate accidentally cutting loads of hair off when I only meant to get the split ends.

I hate feeling fat or bloated.

I hate being on my period.

I hate slags, you give girls with self-respect a bad name.

I hate losing things.

I hate being late or unprepared for things.

I hate stretchmarks.

My hair

is so messy, i'm going to wash it, and moisturise.
It's so faded now, I need to get the bright red back.
Ahhh, those were the days!



I cannot believe Hayley Williams is blonde now!
She doesn't look like herself anymore.
She looks all...
Mellow...

Something's not right.

Dear Santa.

What I really want is a nice, lovely Superkings Noir cigarette, please.