Did it! :))))

Grab Fate by the throat.

Still awake.
So much on my mind as per when I can't sleep.
Oh well it's ten past 6, i'll get out of bed in a bit after half of a shitty film (damn you, Megavideo) and have a cuppa.

I WANT TO DO MY HAIR WHITE NOWNOWNOW.
Do I, buy the bleach and just do it myself tomorrow or wait until monday and get it done professionally for over twice the price?
Bear in mind if it fucks up, I will have to go to the hairdressers anyway?
And what if my hair falls out?!

Fuck it, I might fully go for it.
Yes.
I think i will.
God it's gonna hurt.

Today made me realise

I'm so fucking done with being lonely
and skint
and an irritable cunt all the time.

I need someone hilarious and fucking sexy to make me happy and go all red and stupid like I used to.
Y'know, all smitten to the point of making everyone around me sick.

It seems like everybody's settling down and finding people except me.
I mean, I don't mind being alone that much but I HAVEN'T HAD A SHAG SINCE MARCH.
AND EARLY MARCH AT THAT.
MARCH!

Oh well, fuck it, I'm (hopefully) dying my hair white on monday.
If it fails I will literally cry.

New winter coat ♥

Realised how late I am with a proper blonde picture but still ahahaha.
Will be hopefully going white blonde this saturday.

I should

really follow some of my own advice.

"Don't doubt yourself because of some dickhead boy/cruel slut. You are lovely and you deserve happiness. Move on and find it."
Kitty Jayne Calderbank (a.k.a, me)
Monday, April 19, 2010




Need to be up and getting ready for school in an hour and 20 minutes.

Forgot

how much I love U2.
Say what you want about Bono, his voice is gorgeous.

Get ya rat out, get ya rat out, sweatin like a beaver.