!

I feel so low I could cry.

Two male friends of mine have really just tested my patience tonight.
One I can understand because it's his birthday and people have been nasty to him today, but the way he just snapped at me really upsets me.
And the other one, well, there is no excuse. He's been really weird with me for a few days and i've tried confronting him about it but he's just being really dismissive and abrupt about it.
What the fuck am I supposed to do?!

The fact that i'm ill and have loads of work to do really doesn't help.
Plus the fact that I have literally no money yet I have to somehow find the money to go to town on saturday, have a meal at a restaurant and then get a taxi back otherwise I can't go which will piss the first boy off even more because it's for his birthday meal!

Fucks sake:'(