Hello.

I'm Kitty and I fucking hate everyone.
No, no, I love everyone.

No, yes, no, no, yes, no, yes, yes, yes.

I don't know.

I just need a cuddle, one of your cuddles.
And hearing your laugh would be great, too.
That's all I want.
I miss you so much.
(This applies to at least six completely different people, near and far, young and old, family and friends.)

I'm so happy it makes me sad sometimes.
Only for a little while, like now.
I don't really know why.
Probably because I like to think about the past, past times where i've felt this happy.
The memories make me smile, the only thing that saddens me is the different circumstances from then to now.
For example, some of my memories feature people who are no longer alive/friends with me.
Some feature ex lovers/boyfriends.
Some feature just really really fun and happy times that I know I will never be able to replicate.
Some feature really beautiful things/people that I wish i'd have gotten some photo-evidence of.

Oh well.
In 5 minutes I know i'll be fine and smiley again.
In 10 minutes I'll be turning the lights off and packing this laptop away.
In 15 minutes I'll be undressed in bed, taking my makeup off and applying moisturiser.
In 20 minutes I'll be comfortable in bed, reading.
I'll probably drop off to sleep in about 40 minutes.

Au revoir.