Pure and utter

emotional wreck these past few days.
Stress just kills me, seriously.
I feel drained and exhausted and panicky and frightened and it's horrid.
And it's really been fucking my mood up.
I've been a literal cunt these past few days, i've been mean to loads of people, being overly sensitive and paranoid.
It's just not like me.
I cannot wait to get this fucking exam over with, then I can relax and figure out what i'm going to do when I (probably) get kicked out of sixthform!

I'm just so exhausted.
And I've had enough of being overly sensitive it's making me so angsty and dramatic and I just blow things out of proportion in my head and panic.
And I could push a fair few people I care about away if I do that.
And that would be horrid.

So yeah, Kit.
Sort yourself out, you mess.