So much has happened!
I'll mention the most important one first.
Two people hurt me deeply earlier in the year.
And although I didn't care most the time, I still held a grudge, and it made me bitter.
Although I settled things with one of them pretty early on, I still hadn't gotten the oppertunity to talk to the other one face to face.
The oppertunity arose today, and I was quite impressed how she was the one to talk to me first, instead of the other way round.
We hugged and giggled and it was nice.
She seems like a proper lovely girl.
That alone has just allowed me to let everything go and see that the past is irrelevant, all it is, is memories and occurrances.
As from now i'm going to live for the now, consider this my lesson learned.
I've never been built to hold grudges and i've been scrutinised for forgiving people too easily/quickly.
But I would much rather be happy and maybe a little naíve than some bitter and twisted twat who doesn't trust anyone.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh:)
The second thing is, we went on an art trip looking at some A level exhibitions and honestly, it was brilliant I had such a goooood time!
The weather was beautiful and everyone was dead chilled it was fab!
Click on the pictures below to enlarge them:)
The third thing would be that I know i'm lonely and single and I know I don't like someone at the moment and probably won't meet anyone new to sweep me off my feet anytime soon.
But I don't mind so much:)
I whinge a lot and make things out to be a lot worse than they are, sometimes.
But that's just me.
The truth is, I have amazing people around me, I have brilliant oppertunities at my fingertips.
Sure, it'd be lovely to have someone to share myself, my friends, my family, my experiences, my future with.
But i'm not going to waste the little time I have moping about feeling lonely.
That's not living, that's sitting about wishing you were!
And I think i've been doing that long enough now.
Today has been such a good day, I'm so happy.
Genuinely.
Oh, and I can't stop listening to this song!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WW06AH0D6mY
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