I don't think

I've ever been so grateful to not sleep alone.
Just what I needed.

Can't smoke or drink or anything else for the next week.
It's good because it helps to clear my head and helps me focus on what makes me happy.
I'm shockingly happy at the moment, last time I broke up with a boyfriend I was so upset it was horrible.
I think I just know it's not worth it.
It's too much effort getting over someone.
It's such a waste of my time, and I know i'm not going to live long.
I don't have that kind of time to waste.

I can feeeeeel a self-destructive episode coming on though.
I'm thinking a party would be the perfect setting for me to drink myself to death.
I wish I lived a healthy lifestyle:')


But if you sift through all the crap, it's so much fun being me sometimes.