So many fucking things.

In the past few days I have:

• Kissed stupid amounts of people, acted like a bit of a tart and blagged loads of free stuff off people I pulled including booze, fags and lifts.
  
• Discovered that I genuinely couldn't give a fuck about anyone else's love lives but mine. Seriously, my life is enough of a soap as it is, caring about other people's relationships could actually fucking destroy me. I don't give a shit if you're my friend or my ex or my family, I JUST DO NOT CARE.
  
• Learned more about myself. I've learned that i'm stronger than people think and not half as predictable. I may seem delicate and to a certain extent I am, but i've been through far too much shit to let anyone or anything break me now.
  
• Lost more weight, and discovered what a fucking LARDARSE I was before, I mean seriously! My clothes are practically falling off!
  
• Drunk copious amounts of alcohol and smoked too many fags, feel like death.
  
• Watched my workload slowly but surely creep up on me, oh no...
  
• Been completely abused by anonymous wankers on Formspring. I'd be lying if I said I didn't get a kick out of it though;)